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Baby, Come Back
Apr. 25th, 2025 01:51 amholy hell. i just read all of my past posts, and damn did i have some serious depression! 3 years of therapy and a 4-pill cocktail have kept me out of that nihilist landscape for a long time.
let's just go over what i'm into lately.
since the end of march it's been all about the chicago cubs and monster hunter.
the cubs have been my favorite baseball team since childhood. the movie 'rookie of the year' was one of my favorites, and it made the chicago cubs the coolest team ever (to young me, at least). anyway, these days, it takes a pricey subscription to watch them (even for people who live in chicago!). But it brings me joy, so I pay it. I also have learned scorekeeping, which is a asystem of annotations that cover every play of the game. It's a way of memorializing the game, but also lets me track information and see trends. I'm never going to be a stats expert or strategic master, but in this way I can notice things that are important to me.
monster hunter is a game about killing big dinosaur-inspired monsters. it's more complex than that, but i don't want to explain it now. one cool thing is that my pet cat follows me around and helps heal my character. it's the cutest.
let's just go over what i'm into lately.
since the end of march it's been all about the chicago cubs and monster hunter.
the cubs have been my favorite baseball team since childhood. the movie 'rookie of the year' was one of my favorites, and it made the chicago cubs the coolest team ever (to young me, at least). anyway, these days, it takes a pricey subscription to watch them (even for people who live in chicago!). But it brings me joy, so I pay it. I also have learned scorekeeping, which is a asystem of annotations that cover every play of the game. It's a way of memorializing the game, but also lets me track information and see trends. I'm never going to be a stats expert or strategic master, but in this way I can notice things that are important to me.
monster hunter is a game about killing big dinosaur-inspired monsters. it's more complex than that, but i don't want to explain it now. one cool thing is that my pet cat follows me around and helps heal my character. it's the cutest.
